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Name: hi. im jane.
Location: Dallas, Texas, United States
Birthday: 3/11/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Jesus, family, goodwill, black eyeliner, music, guitar, cars, green, conor oberst, gilmore girls, rock, jeans, mini melts, pantene proV, aqua teen hunger force, billie joe armstrong, JCh, the 80s, the lake, acoustic, me.
Expertise: living for Jesus, turning people against me without realizing it, not being able to find anyone thats compatible with me, not caring, loving everything.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit


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Monday, May 09, 2005

new xanga.

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so if you ever want to be my xanga pal again you must subscribe to my new site. because this one will no longer be checked. yes, sad i know... but i dont like it anymore. and plus i think my new xanga's name has a really pretty point to it. add me. bye


Saturday, May 07, 2005

work was fun today. i really love triple t. everyone is great.

today at school was pretty niiiice. we watched secondhand lions in accounting and its awesome. like... i may want to own that movie. then we watched the rookie in algebra 2. yeah..... today was somewhat easy.

after school i go to meet my papa at nathanas so i can go tan. we sign me up and then go to walmart to get my nana and mom a mother's day gift. we ended up getting my nana a digital camera and some flowers and then we got my mom some flowers. they are perty.

dude, we are going to puerto val.... something this summer for 4 days. im really excited. they have like scuba diving and all sorts of neat stuff there... yes... it shall be fun.

after work marc was supposed to come to bwd. but im pretty sure he made up some "sweet ass" excuse to get out of it. but hey... thats alright with me. its not like it wasnt expected. lol

so.... courtney adam and shawn come over and we watch napoleon dynamite and secret window. we also went to taco bell. it was fun lol.

i gotta go to work at 11 in the morning. gahhhhhh. i only work until 2 tho. so thats going to work out pretty nicely.

i got called immature. thats nice. :)

today's heart-o-meter:
digital cameras=<3
guitar=<33
family=<333
Jesus=<3333

love chandra


Thursday, May 05, 2005

today was pretty good.

i'm on a mission to find robin a new boyfriend. robin is beautiful! so if any of you guys have some cute friends, send them my way so i can give them to robin. she's awesome. and she needs a better boyfriend! so yesss please let me know.

wow, i truly believe in my heart that i have a stalker. i really do.

church was amazing last night. we had a good message on how you shouldn't just live you should [exsist] too.... it was really confusing, yet absolutely beautiful at the same time. then afterwards, william (our youth leader) asked the people who were facing challenges in their lives to stand up... so i did. and me and brittany (i LOVE you girl!) sat down and had such a good talk. i really feel better about alot of the things that im going through now because she is going through the same... im not alone. i really love the feeling of having someone understand you... its amazing.

after church i go to taco bell with josh chambers. he's awesome.... he's another person i can literally have like a 24 hour chat with. he's so much for God and you really really cant find too many people like that these days. especially here. but im thankful that we are friends again.

im so confused on this whole marc thing. does he even like me? he acts like it. but then i havent even talked to him in the last 2 days but like twice. we dont even message anymore. agh. what do i do? he's so nice and beautiful, but i cant decide if he likes me. he comes over tomorrow so we shall see.

josh cox came and saw me at work tonight. it was awesome. i love my class. i will miss them alot next year.

i come home from work and my aunt sherry is on the phone (my dad's sister) and she was wondering why me and my dad quit talking and all this... and i told her. and i dont know. i miss him so much. i really love him. im just so sick of trying to be in his life when he isnt trying at all to be in mine. im not going to waste all this time trying for something that will probably never exsist. and im tired of worrying about him and thinking about him everyday when i KNOW his mind doesn't wander any further then the thoughts of how much he needs alcohol. i make NO sense. i love it tho. i really do. i like being the only one who can comprehend me. idk. im so confused and crazy and just weird.

i guess thats all. i probably wont update tomorrow. maybe. i dont know. i really need learn to balance my time better. and i think i have adhd. that or im just losing my effing mind...

i love you, i love everyone. you can comment me if you love me too. lol idk... im ridiculous.

today's heart-o-meter:
cherries=<3
cell phones=<33
cute boys with cute hair=<333
my job=<3333
family=<33333
Jesus Christ=<33333333

pray for me. please?

 

<3 chandra


Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Currently Playing
The Fiction We Live
By From Autumn to Ashes
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why hello folks.

today has been super slow..... i was late for school [again] so im pretty sure mr schwartz (our gay principal) will tell me that i'm suspended tomorrow. if not, then its a holy blessing from above. but anyhow.... its been fun. i took my "boys 101" book to school and all my girls filled out a page on their little boyfriends. lol it was really cute. really. =)

thomas was being a douche bag today. i am pretty sure that any kind of friendship we could have ever had is completely destroyed. he's such an ass.

i dont really remember too much from school today actually. i slept alot. i was really tired.

after school i come home and i actually cook something. it was splendid too. then jonathan comes over and we switch cd's and play a little bit of guitar. he shows me how to read tab and where to find tab and all that good stuff. jonathan is awesome. i love playin the guitar with him because he doesnt ever make me feel like an idiot. lol thanks jonathan! but anyhow, he's makin me some sweeeeet cds. im real excited. oh yes.

been talkin to marc on messaging. its crazy how we are complete opposites yet we get along so well... lol. its acutally crazy how i am just getting along w/ a guy period. wow.... its amazing. he's so effing hot tho.... gahhh.

right now im sitting here listening to from autumn to ashes.... (i burned it from jonathon). its amazing. he has some effing [niiiice] music. i love that guy. lol... i have a mayonaise hair mask on my hair.... i like highlighted it and is so frikin dry. i hate it when my hair isnt soft.... im being really really girly right now. strange, i tell ya! but yea... i have like 5 conditioners in my hair and effing mayonaise.... lol its fun.

it was sweet.... just a sec ago, my gma comes in here and asks me to watch shy so... being the great gdaughter i am, i said ok. well we are sitting in my computer chair playin on the computer and she falls asleep in my lap.... im like umm? ok theres a baby sleeping on me, what do i do?? so i put her on my bean bag... and apparently she's ok. because she is still asleep... hmm?

thats all. more tomorrow i spose.

today's heart-o-meter:
sunshine=<3
smooth skin=<33
babies.... ewww=<333
marc=<3333
jonathan and his maddd skills lol!!=<33333
family=<333333
Jesus Christ=<333333333

love xoxo love xoxo love xoxo love xoxo love

CHANDRA *hi. im jane* HILL

DOOO IT!  
                   

1. Are you double jointed? uhh not that i know of

2. Can you roll your tongue? yessir

3. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? i like to think i can! ha

4. Can you blow spit bubbles? uhh im like the world's best at it.

5. What's your sleeping position?
on my side, curled up, lookin like a frEAK lol

6. Do you snore/sleepwalk/talk in your sleep?
all of the above! haha

7. whats your name? Do you like it? chandra and heck yes i like it. you certainly dont
have it.

8. Whose your favorite teacher? Least favorite? uhh they are all grody. except mrs
clement. she rocks my socks.

9. What are you school colors? blue and gold... yuck

10. What is your school mascot? mustang

11. Do you like cantaloupe? eww no


12. How about grapefruit? heck yes... but only w/ salt

13. Do you keep a diary/journal? like four of them lol

14. Do set your watch a few minutes ahead? no... obviously not since im late to everything

15. Do you bite your fingernails? yea... its nasty


16. What are your nervous habits? biting my lip, moving around, alot of things man

17. What is your most overused phrase on AIM? lol

18. What's the last image/thought in your head before you go to sleep? how are the kids in hungary doing? are they hungry?

19. Name an inside joke with you and a friend: be stoic lol (megan) gordon wood (jassia lol) shower (matthew)

20. Do you take a shower everyday? uhhh yes...

21. Are you a health freak?
doubt it

22. Do you like thunderstorms? they are sexy


23. Is your hair color natural? i have no clue what my natural hair color is.


24. Whose your favorite relative? my cousin chelsi


25. Do you like to cuddle or make out?...hmmm both? at the same time? yeaaa both at
the same time....


26. Do you like milk, dark, or white chocolate?
im not a big fan of chocolate

27. Have you said "I Love You" in the past 24 hours? yes yes most def.


28. Did you talk to someone special today? ...*blush*... yessss

29. What do you think of the way you look? gro-DY!

30. What is your view on fate? its all up to God. so whatever you get, it was meant to be that way because God wouldn't do ya wrong. u know?

31. Love .. is it real? chya...

32. What would life be like without friends/family? pointless, almost...

33. Do you dream in black/white or in color?
um... no.

34. What is your dream kiss like? lips...lots of lips. and biting. lots of biting. lol annnnd
probably a little "frenching" involved. haha

35. Where is your dream make out spot? under the stars at the lake, ocean, beach, in WATER?!


36. Do you believe in love at first sight? sure why not.

37. Is it true that everyone has a soulmate? ....purple? ok.


38. Who are your most trusted friends? courtney or jassia or DAL! and i think jonathan def. has the potential! :)

39. Would you spin around the sun or walk on the moon? .....oh so you have made love to an elephant... cool..


40. What color best describes you? the kind that changes colors when you move it a different way. you know?


41. Who do you want to spend time with right now? marc

DO [THIS] TO ALL THAT APPLY

I have been to Canada.
[I have seen Gothika.]
[I am wearing Nail Polish.]
[I was born in March.]
[I hate school.]
I am gemini.
[I like black.]
I share a room with someone.
[I have a cell phone.] 
I play basketball.
[I love to dance.] secretly....
[I like to sing.] quietly... 
[My hairbrush is purple.] actually... lol it is
[I love Ashton Kutcher.]
I love chocolate.
I like popcorn.
I am a good singer.
I have braces.
[I love to go to the movies.]
I have a pool.
I have a hot tub.
[I believe in love at first sight.]
I like Britney Spears. 
[
I like to shop.]
[i love lipgloss]
[I love Dory from Finding Nemo.]
[I love my life.]
[I have a boyfriend.]
I have a crush.
[I believe in Angels.]
I am in love.
[I love summer.]
[I love cookies N cream ice cream.]
I love cupcakes.
I go to a camp every summer.
I named my cell phone.
[I love make-up.]
[I love eyeliner.]
My hair is its natural color.
[I love going to the pool.]
[I love going to the beach.]
I am a book worm.
I like school.
[I am going to go to college.]
I am addicted to aim.
I watch Amazing Race.
My room is yellow.
[I have a sister(s).]
I have a brother(s).
I wanna go to Antartica.
[I love penguins.]
My favorite color is pink.
[I like skirts better then shorts.]
I am in middle school.
[I am in high school.]
[I have my own car.]
I have my learners permit.
[I love talking on the phone.]
[I like the name Melvin.] lol doesnt everyone?
[I don’t like Ashlee Simpson.] diebytch 
I like ashlee simpson.
I like roses.
[I get bored easily.]
I love watching TV.
[I like nail polish.]
I like playing sims.
[I like to work out.]

 

thank you. thank you very much.


Monday, May 02, 2005

Currently Playing
Pieces of You
By Jewel
hey little sister (or whatever)
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wow... the past 2 days have been really fun. lol....

hey jassia, did you find all of your stuff? oh, and um... i need my shoes back..... and if i dont get them back then i'll effing jump you. hahahahaha that was too funny. [too] funny, wow....

started my job today and it isnt that bad. kinda like it.

matthew and thomas came and saw me <3... awww i love my boys.

tomorrow i got guitar lessons. hopefully me and jonathon will get to play some too. he rocks on the guitar, especially since he's only been playing for like a month or so. go jonathon. your the man. lol

marc is hot.

i really need to learn those 2 scales that wes taught me.... im afraid that im not going to have them down by tomorrow :( ughhhh

i gotta go do that now....

today's heart-o-meter:
triple t=<3
marc=<33
my guitar=<333
the lush[es] of brookesmith high... lmao. joke=<3333
my sunshine=<33333
nana's sweet letter=<333333
my family=<3333333
JESUS=<3333333333

i have my signature hair color again.... its crazy cool. but i dont think i enjoi it near as much as i used to.... *pout*

 

 

xoxo chandra xoxo



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